Rejection hurts....

I spent the past five months anticipating the next phase of my education. I knew for sure that I would be a step closer to finally finishing up my bachelors degree. Over the past two weeks everything unfolded. I would find out which university I would be transferring to, finally! I applied to three University of California campuses, and was rejected from ALL THREE!

WTFudge?!?!?

After receiving the first two rejection letters I had to dig deep and find out why. Apparently, I have too many units. I feel as if I wasted so much time. But after much thought, it wasn't a waste of time. I have come up with new plans, and will be applying to other schools for spring of next year. After some pretty depressing days, I have come up with other plans. First thing first; find another job. After May 24 I will be out of work. :( But I have been applying over the past week. I know something has to come up soon!

Never give up on your dreams! If one thing doesn't work try something new. Rejection hurts, but it's not the end of your journey.

Love.

I growed!

"I can't believe you've already lost a tooth, and have another growing in!"
"Because I growed!"
"Well stop."

That's one of our latest conversations! I just can't believe how much Desi has grown! Emotionally, this year has kicked me....and it's only April. I have never felt so overwhelmed in my life. I believe, because Desi is getting older, and I haven't reached my educational goals yet, I feel a little less than as a mom. I KNOW that I am working towards something great, but with all of recent her milestones hitting, it's just gotten me down.

Hopefully, this funk that I am in passes soon!

Love.