I have been in and out of this funk for the past 4ish months. Granted, my life could be way worse off, but it definitely has me down. My mom became very ill at the beginning of this year, and that alone did a number on me. I did not get accepted to any of the three schools that I had applied to. Desi randomly had another seizure. I haven't been working a lot lately, which means little income (and searching for another job hasn't been the easiest task). The whole task of being a single mom from doctors appointments to school shindigs to me having to leave her to go to school/work. And then, my baby started kindergarten! I don't know who the heck told her it's ok to grow up so fast, but I have to bone to pick with that person!
I have been struggling with the decision to move back to KY or not. This is big, and definitely something that I can't jump and do. It takes a lot of thought and planning. One part of me thinks it's a good idea and another part of me is
saying shouting "DON'T DO IT!"
I have to consider the environment that my girl would be in.....is it worth it in the end? I don't know.
I am positive that life will become a little easier for me!
Love.
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